dragon808tr

Hello everyone, as the coronavirus has shut down and effected many lives, I only pray that you all are doing well. I know many are effected by the total lack of work, and I can only hope it will all work out. Im always open to hear, talk, and listen to anyone who wants it, whether I know you or not. I know its having a really big impact on my family right now, but I'm trying my best to stay positive and hopeful! At least I've been able to relax quite a bit during this time and get to know myself better, and trying to be a better person after this ends. I'm also focusing on things that make me happy (Like MTG) that I can focus on and find enjoyment in. I miss you all and the lonliness is quite alot, and has had quite the impact on my mental health, especially considering the tragedies of late last year and early this year, but I'm simply doing all I can given the state of everything right now. But on the bright side, Ikoria looks epic! Plus Godzilla is in it (well as an overlay, but still). I don't think I'll ever go as crazy as I am right now for a set ever again! 

Again, if anyone wants to or needs to talk, i'm here. As I said before, I hope and pray all my friends, and other people I dont know, stay well and safe through this tough time. 

So, when I was still a kid and playing my Nintendo DS with my brother in the parking lot at a pizza chain called Cici's, my brother dropped my game cartridge for "Nicktoons, Battle for Volcano Island" down into the crack in the rear car seat. He cried and everyone felt awful about it, checking the area outside the car, but I knew it was inside the car. Many years passed, but I still remembered that the game was down there and would occasionally try to get it out, but I couldn't. The car has had a few scary issues in the past, which always made me worry about not getting the game back. Since it seems the car is having a few more issues, I told my mom the other day about the game in there, it might not have gone well, but today my dad actually got the game card! It was actually lower in the car (near the spare tire I think). So I brought the game to my DS (yep, I still have it!) I inserted it and it didn't work the first few times, I expected this unfortunately and blew on it, and inserted it one more time, and it worked! Yep! It turns out its actually surprisingly working just fine! After what was probably over a decade stuck in the car and nearly abandoned, it worked! The save file was still there! (Unfortunately my DS has a pretty bad D-pad for moving left and right, but just having it back and seeing it turn on was everything for me!) It was my first ever video game, so it certainly means alot to me. Plus I remember how upset my brother was. 

As for other updates, my mental health is not really well right now. OCD is getting bad, and i'm trying to find my own way to get through it. Depression and Anxiety are fluctuating. Some days are bad, and some are pretty good. I've found that roleplaying certainly helps, so today I also got some D&D books. Pretty much exclusively for the monsters and lore, since I can probably make some fun new ideas and characters from it. Anyway, feel free to chat with me everyone! I enjoy it so much!